R U in da Mood?

So many dust in here, isn't it?
Anyway, it has been a very long time since I posted my last writing here. Hmm, why? I don't know either. Even I already had a memo that noted every single ideas that come up to my mind, but I still don't get the mood to write in here. So, am I in the mood right now?

That is so a good question.

Simply, the answer is NO.
I have a trouble with my mood. Since last week, I started to get my mood off. Easily get angry, and hate people. Wait, wait. This condition also happened 2 years ago when I was on 11th grade. Yes, at that time I was so a bad temper guy. Got mad and angry easily, destroy things, speeding, and shouted dirty words. Y'know, I still don't get the reason until now. W-H-Y-?
I hate people. I hate crowd. I hate when they are ignoring me. I hate when they are made fun of me. I hate when they were lied to me. It's just not me.
I wonder when I can go back to my original self.
I want me.

I will give you a present if you can bring the old me back.
Or maybe, I should give myself a present so that my old me is going back to me?

.HELL.

The Past and 2011

Gue ngerasa kalau ingetan gue kuat kayak gajah.

"Kok gajah?"

Iya, kalau gak salah gajah punya daya ingat yang bener-bener kuat dan jangka waktunya lama. Gue masih inget apa yang terjadi tahun lalu sama gue. Mulai dari pengalaman yang sedih, gak enak, hina, nista, sampai yang gak mau diinget lagi tapi masih aja keinget. (nah lho, kenapa pengalamannya gak ada yang menyenangkan?)
Sebenernya, kalau pengalaman menyenangkan juga banyak. Tapi, menurut gue pengalaman yang menyenangkan lebih banyak ada di tahun 2009, yes happy moments with her =D

Oke, gue hampir bingung mau nulis apa disini. Gue mau cerita tentang apa ya? hmm, mungkin kesan dan pesan gue tahun 2010 dan resolusi 2011. Oke, sepertinya pesan itu gak perlu, cukup kesan aja.

Speaking about how I feel in 2010,