Your Other Self, How 'bout that?

The memo was worked! Now I have so many ideas to tell, and so limited time to write the so many ideas in this so limited time. So, I decided to fulfill my promise first. If you still remember, gue pernah janji mau ceritain sedikit tentang masalah perbancian di hidup gue. Oke, gue parno sama banci (baca : bencong, read : sissy). Entah kenapa dan dari kapan gue parno sama yang berbau kaya gini. Bahkan kalau ada suara musik dari kejauhan, dan tiba-tiba waktu berhenti mendadak, gue udah tau bakal ada banci tampil dan gue langsung berdoa, berharap gue dikasih kekuatan invincible.

Sekitar sebulan yang lalu, gue ngalamin pekan terburuk dalam hidup gue. Yes, the worst week in my life. Gue disamperin banci 2x dalam seminggu, dan semuanya itu malem-malem.

Just Another Weaknesses

Before I write this first sentence, I was just looked at the monitor for 5 minutes. Because I didn't really sure what I wanted to write. Tiba-tiba, gue inget sama film ini :

Yeah, Gulliver's Travels. I saw it last night, and that movie taught me so many things. Mungkin, apa yang gue dapet dari film ini bisa jadi pelajaran buat kehidupan gue.

What a we(a)ek

*drum rolls playing*
Here am I back to blogging again! *har har har har*
Kayaknya udah lebih dari 1 minggu gue gak posting sesuatu yang baru di sini. Nah! Itu dia yang mau gue pasang disini. I think that this week is the hardest week in my life. Macem-macem pengalaman udah gue alami di minggu ini. Berawal dari wajah yang berseri-seri sampai dari wajah shock pasca trauma gara-gara dipalak wanita jadi-jadian (ban-chi).

Ehm but I will write those pansies on my next posts. Yeah, you should be patient with that! *lol*

Yes, it starts on the last sunday...

I can't learn how to wake up properly

Ehem! I want to tell you a story. It's not about her, it's not about them, but it's about myself, it's about me, and it's about mine.

Since hundred years ago, I have a problem with my sleep. Yes, it's still be my problem until now. I dunno why I have this kind of very problematic problem (if it's not a problem, it's not problematic d'uh). Maybe this is a new kind of disease called Hard-to-wake-up Syndrome. If there are levels from 1 to 4, I will be at level 6. Well, you seemed not really understand how problematic this problem is, and I also have tried really-really-so-many things to cure this disease. Here they are my trials :

Because of Ball, Go Garuda

Entah cuma gue atau semua juga ngerasa kalau akhir-akhir ini jalanan Jakarta jadi lebih sepi. Awalnya, waktu gue balik dari kampus dengan motor gw tercinta dan satu-satunya. Tapi, seandainya motor gw mau digantikan posisinya sama mobil, ya gue rela kok, maaf ya tor? *hiks hiks
Back to topic!
Kembali ke Jakarta, cuaca kota Jakarta esok hari diperkirakan sedikit cerah dan sedikit remang-remang dikarenakan ada *piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip* (antena dirusak sama pembaca gara-gara selalu out of topic).
Oke, sekarang serius.

Believe is not enough, and never enough

Hey guys! Well, I already recovered from my mood and I am doing really well this morning! yeeee~~

Gue mau share cerita ke kalian. Cerita ini gue dapet dari film "The Pursuit of Happiness". Well, if you haven't watch that movie yet, you better hurry! Because that is A-Good movie to watch.

Well, here is the quotes :

One day, there was a man who was drowning, and then a boat came, and the man on the boat said, "Do you need help?" and the man said, "God will save me". Then another boat came and he tried to help him, but he kept on saying, "God will save me", then he drowned and went to heaven. Then the man told God, "God, why didn't you save me?" and then God said, "I sent you two boats, you dummy!"


So, how was the story? The story tried to tell us that on every problems that we face, God always give us a solution. But, our problem is, we don't sure in what kind these solutions will be. All we have to do is not only believe that God will save us, but we have to try and struggle to make us get out from the problem.

You don't want to be called "dummy" right? Especially, called "dummy" by your God? *lol
Oh, and after this, I have to continue my tasks (yes with 'S'), and maybe go to cinema tomorrow?
hoho

p.s : thanks to Janet that makes the 'bad' words before 'mood' changed to 'good'

This Pathetic

Well, I'm in a middle of pathetic situation right now. Yes, bad mood. I don't know when this situation come to me, although I'm just okay in the morning. Feel like I want to scream as loud as I can, run as fast as I can, and to play as long as I can. But there is no sea that too wide, there is no road that too long, and there is no game that too fun.
I just need a someone to talk with, and someone who can cheer me up.

Maybe a call, or maybe else?

I forgot to write the title after I post it

I just saw my used blog and I really miss the moment when I posted my entries in Bahasa.
Yeah, so really damn miss.

Because of that, I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk...
syudududududu~ *out of topic

I mean, because of that I want to post my entries maybe bilingually?
Some of you may feel kinda brain-washed at first read that, and I'm sorry.

Well, I didn't meant that.